Feed on
Posts
comments

this conditions is Suck!!

October 31, 2009 by pink-ai

My Life Would Suck Without You by Kelly Clackson

Guess this means you’re sorry
You’re standing at my door
Guess this means you take back
All you said before
Like how much you wanted
Anyone but me
Said you’d never come back
But here you are again

‘Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for tryin’ to pick a fight
I know that I’ve got issues
But you’re pretty messed up too
Either way, I found out I’m nothing without you

‘Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

Being with you
Is so disfunctional
I really shouldn’t miss you
But I can’t let you go
Oh yeah

‘Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

‘Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

Ahhh, kadang apa yang di kata mba kelly is really happen!!Tapi ternyata ga, aku harus rela, ikhlas, You are not at by my side anymore!!Its hurt, Its really hurt, yap my heart is hurt….Tapi thats Life…Inilah hiduppp, it is Suck!!But gw akan survive, No matter what happen!I will move on….I will survive!! Good bye, I really hope you are happy with her…I really am…I know, we are not belong together, I know someday there will be the right one for me!!….

Posted in Love | Tagged , , | No Comments »

today I miss you

September 27, 2009 by pink-ai

pah today i feel missing you so much……….

its been 2 months we decide to review everything from the beginning….

its been for 2 months i did not see you, or listen to your voice,……

pah today i feel missing you so much………..

how are you pah?i hope you are ok….

but for sure, i feel i really miss you….

now i realize you are the only person who loves me the way i am….

now i realize you are a good man for me….

but pah, i dont know whether you still have the same feeling….

and i also doesnt know whether the decision is really a final decision……….

pah do i can life without you beside me?

pah do i can? I feel so weak now, i feel so empthy, i miss you so much………

i love you so much……….

what should i do now?without you beside me………….

what should i do now? without your love anymore……

Posted in Love | Tagged , | No Comments »

Feel Almost Die

September 25, 2009 by pink-ai

Duh hari ini benar2 bikin jantung gw copot…kenapa?????
hari ini pulang jam 7pagi dari Lab, duh badan terasa sakit semua..kayaknya mau masuk angin, dah dari kemarin juga males makan (record kan?AI males makan,hahaha)…
anyway, rasanya badan gw dah ga kuat banget, nano2 rasanya…so gw putuskan tuk balik ke dorm dan sampe dorm sekitar jam 7.30 pagi, gw langsung nyalakan alarm (weker) Jam 8.30.. yah gw harus balik ke Lab lagi sebelum Jam 9pagi soalnya seminar mulai jam 10 dan gw kebagian presentasi….
dan pasti doa dong, minta dibangunkan sama ALLAH jam 8.30…entah mengapa gw bangun Jam 10..
TIDAAAAAAKKKKKKKKKK……y

ang gw lakukan adalah cuma lariiiiiiiii, ga cuci muka, mandi apa lagi….
gw lari dah kayak orang gila…..sumpah gw rasanya berasa I almost DIE…ahhh, cape banget!!

dan saat itu yang gw minta sama ALLAH cuma ya, Allah beri aku petunjuk what should i do?what should i say to prof?aaahhhh seems he will be very upset, I am Late….After last week he said i have to more concern to my research…
aku berdoa dalam hati, ya ALLAH aku tidak tau lagi apa yang harus aku lakukan, betapa diri ini Lalai, hanya Engkau yang bs membantu aku, hanya Engkau ya Robb….at that time, yang gw pikirkan adalah otak gw kosong, how can i make my prof waiting??ahhhhh, so dumb…so careless,i feel i dont have any strenght, i am so week, ga ada yang bisa mewujudkan semuanya kecuali ALLAH………..
Yah Finnaly gw merasa gw benar2 pada momen”Gw Pasrah akan kehendak Allah, dan merasa memang hanya Allah yang bisa memberi keajaiban”………..dan keajaiban Pun datang………Yaaa, Sangha is one of other speaker…ahhhh, prof doesnt angry i am late…Thank you Allah…

Dan dia Juga bilang “I am in the right Track”…gw punya project, yah gw bisa kerjakan apa yang gw mau dan dia bilang I did it Well….

After seminar I realize, and Feel so greatfull…Memang yaa, Tidak ada kekuatan yang paling maha Selain kekuatan Allah….tidak ada….Hanya dengan ke-ajaiban dari nya semua kemudahan ini datang dan hadir…..Ya Allah, Kau benar2 maha pemurah, maha penyayang….

Ya Allah, seems this really A beautiful Gift For Me….and I am so Thankfull for that….

Ya Allah, jika aku boleh kembali meminta, jika memang semua ini yang terbaik buat hamba, hamba mohon ya Allah bantuanMu, hamba mohon mudahkan segala urusan hamba disini, berikan kelapangan di hati hamba agar hamba bisa kuat menjalani semuanya….
Ya Allah, Jika memang semuanya ini bukan yang terbaik untuk hamba, maka ya Allah jangan biarkan hamba menyia-nyiakan waktu hamba, beri kemudahan hamba untuk menemukan jalan yang memang terbaik untuk hamba…
Ya Allah hamba hanya ingin setiap waktu hamba bernilai, dan tidak sia-sia, karena hamba tau hidup hamba sangatlah singkat….
Ya Allah hanya Engkau yang selalu bersama hamba, hamba tau hamba tidak sendiri, hamba punya kekuatan yaitu Engkau….Karena itu, buat lah hamba jadi hambaMu yang senantiasa bersyukur dan selalu cinta pada Mu, dan selalu ingin Ridho Mu…

Amin ya robbal alamin….

Posted in humaniora | Tagged , | No Comments »

apakah aku?

September 19, 2009 by pink-ai

apakah aku tak pantas,

untuk dicintai?

apakah aku tak pantas,

untuk disayangi?

apakah aku hanya pantas,

untuk di benci?

oooh, betapa hina diri ini

oooh, betapa tak bernilai diri ini

oooh, betapa tak berharga diri ini

hingga tak satupun orang yang mencintai

dengan tulus dari hati….

Posted in Love | Tagged , | No Comments »

Todays Club Meeting

September 14, 2009 by pink-ai

Today Monday, September 14, 2009.

I am so HAPPY, because my two club meeting was so FUN…

I get “Best Table Topic” in DTC meeting, and soon i will be a member, hopefully…

I also have new friends, from France, Kazaqstan, Thailand, Vietnam, Korea…Ahh New Environment is always give a refresment…..

Hopefully my life in here will be more better……….

TODAY IS SO FUN, and HAPPY…

Posted in humaniora | Tagged , , | No Comments »

Older Posts »